Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Please ring please phone ring!!!!!
Monday night they held the school board meeting and normally they approve all the new teachers then and I haven't heard anything from them yet so hopefully that means that I will get a call soon. I am assuming since they haven't sent me a we hate you letter then I might still have a good chance of getting the job. THIS WAITING IS KILLING ME :)
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Peter Pan take me away to Neverland :)
If I hear one more person say Jennifer you sound like a naive kid I think I will scream. I am so tired of people thinking that I am still a 12 year old kid. I do sometimes feel like a 24 year old stuck in a 12 year old body but that's because I am still learning and growing. Is that not what we do at each stage of our life???? Do we not learn and grow more mature with all that we experience and learn??? Or am I just crazy?
I am tired of people thinking that I am incapable of doing anything. I cannot manage my money right or save enough money and I am so irresponsible because I supposedly blow all my money because I have no concept of preparing for the future. I AM FREAKING SICK OF THAT. Please tell me how you are supposed to save money when after bills and gas you only fifteen dollars left for food???? Tell me how do I save with that when I need every cent for ramen noodles and whatever little things??? Tell me how I do that? I know my financial situations sucks right now and I hate worrying every day that I don't have enough money to do anything. I am learning the best that I can and doing the best I can with what I got.
What do you know about me??? Nothing because you don't take the time to try to listen but rather scream at me. What constitutes the rite of passage from teenager to adulthood??? What sign do I need to show for you to believe that I am grown up???? I work hard pay my bills and go to graduate school full time please please please tell me how I am not responsible??? Tell me where I fall short????
God knows I am not perfect and I will never be perfect. I am me and that is all that I can be. I will learn lessons as they come to me and if I don't know something I will search for the answer through asking questions until I understand it. Don't judge me based on things that you think but look at me and ask me.
To be a grown up, you are faced everyday with new situations that arise and how do you deal with them because you are oh so wise??? You don't know if the path you choose is the right one you look at your options and seek God's guidance and pray you choose the right path. Every now and then you won't choose the right path and you learn from it and know better. I have to learn just like everyone else. Not everything in this world will be my forte. But I will try to be the best that I can but you also have to realize that I am me not you but JENNIFER RACHELLE PHILLIPS.
Peter Pan take me away to your neverland so I don't have to listen to how inadequate I am as an adult and then I will never have any bills or responsibilities for the rest of my life!!!!!!!
I am tired of people thinking that I am incapable of doing anything. I cannot manage my money right or save enough money and I am so irresponsible because I supposedly blow all my money because I have no concept of preparing for the future. I AM FREAKING SICK OF THAT. Please tell me how you are supposed to save money when after bills and gas you only fifteen dollars left for food???? Tell me how do I save with that when I need every cent for ramen noodles and whatever little things??? Tell me how I do that? I know my financial situations sucks right now and I hate worrying every day that I don't have enough money to do anything. I am learning the best that I can and doing the best I can with what I got.
What do you know about me??? Nothing because you don't take the time to try to listen but rather scream at me. What constitutes the rite of passage from teenager to adulthood??? What sign do I need to show for you to believe that I am grown up???? I work hard pay my bills and go to graduate school full time please please please tell me how I am not responsible??? Tell me where I fall short????
God knows I am not perfect and I will never be perfect. I am me and that is all that I can be. I will learn lessons as they come to me and if I don't know something I will search for the answer through asking questions until I understand it. Don't judge me based on things that you think but look at me and ask me.
To be a grown up, you are faced everyday with new situations that arise and how do you deal with them because you are oh so wise??? You don't know if the path you choose is the right one you look at your options and seek God's guidance and pray you choose the right path. Every now and then you won't choose the right path and you learn from it and know better. I have to learn just like everyone else. Not everything in this world will be my forte. But I will try to be the best that I can but you also have to realize that I am me not you but JENNIFER RACHELLE PHILLIPS.
Peter Pan take me away to your neverland so I don't have to listen to how inadequate I am as an adult and then I will never have any bills or responsibilities for the rest of my life!!!!!!!
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Rewind and Pause :)
Are there times where you wish that you could rewind and pause moments so you could savor them more??? I was thinking about that today about how many moments that I took for granted and never really appreciated them. I miss OBU, I miss my friends, and I miss being naive. I never thought I would say I miss being naive. I hate stress, money, job interviews, and waiting. BUT I am looking forward to a great day tomorrow with Moni and all my friends that I will see. I miss them all and wish they all could be there tomorrow. Arkadelphia and OBU will always be home for me :)
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