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So when I saw BB's blog I got jealous and got a xanga flashback and realized how much I missed actually blogging or whatever you hip cats call it these days. It helps to easy my mind and helps to sort through things and to also keep all of those who I hold dear up to date with me especially since I have been a little bad lately about keeping in contact. So here is my life thus far....

I currently work two jobs which together equals a little over forty hours a week plus selling AVON on the side. I am also a full time graduate student who currently is taking nine hours which is freaking insane. I am also starting tomorrow teaching a class for grades 1-4 grade on missions and part of me doesn't know what I was thinking when I said sure I will do that. I guess I am just trying to kill myself :)

I have an amazing boyfriend with whom I will celebrate ten months with this Saturday. I am absolutely in love with him and find myself falling more and more in love with us everyday. He keeps me sane through this hard time in my life. I wonder sometimes what is so special about me that he decides to stay with me even when those I love treat him badly.

I am in a difficult stage at this point of my life. I thought the drama was over in college but I sure as heck was wrong. I am engorged in it more and more everyday from workplace drama to family drama. I am ready to venture out into life and live my life without restrictions from those around me. I want to be me without someone judging me because they do not agree with me or ESPECIALLY don't UNDERSTAND the circumstances nor the person.

Well anyways, I think that's enough maybe a little more dramatic than I would have liked but hey that's me right now in this moment and its true and honest and ugly and beautiful at the same time :)