It's been a little while since I posted on here and I don't even know if anyone will ready this but I owe my friends who keep me updated on theres to do this :) It also helps me clear my head.
Today has been a very trying day. At work I seemed to get all the crazy mad people from phone calls to people who walk up in person and it is very hard to deal with people like that when they seem to flock to me. They really try my patience. It is hard so hard to keep my cool.
But on a higher note, I am absolutely and completely head over heels in love with Sergio :) We had a little disagreement earlier today but I love how we work out our problems and our way to communicate and work through them. He understands me and I understand him. We talk about it without raising our voices and we both get our points across and it brings tears to me eyes to think of how amazing our relationship is and that I know it is meant to last all of our lives. Just little fights and resolving makes me appreciate him more because I know from first hand experience that everyone does not resolve their problems that way and think that screaming and yelling are the best ways to solve things and no one thinks clearly and says things that they may mean in the moment but later regret but are too proud to apologize later. I am thankful that we do not have a relationship like that. As I am writing this now, I have tears in my eyes just thinking about him and the great relationship that we have. I cannot wait to see what is around the corner for us because it just keeps on getting better!!!!
I have been having a hard few months with finances and some personal issues that are going on and I have been kind of not like really depressed but not really happy either with all that is came across my path. But tonight I really do have a lot to be grateful for. I have a job which allows me to pay my bills and buy food. I have an amazing boyfriend that loves me completely and loves me for me and every day makes me love him more and more. I have great friends though they are far away I know they love me and pray for me. For my friend here, she makes me laugh and is always someone I can talk to and I am very grateful for her. My mom has been absolutely amazing at times and I appreciate her and all that she does for me. My sisters are great and I love them dearly. Hope makes me laugh and I love watching her mature into such an amazing woman. Annie though we fight, is a lot like me and I am appreciative of her wanting to spend time with and actually wanting to know how I am.
To end I want to share a quote with you that has helped me through this week,
"Just think, you're here not by chance, but by God's choosing. His hand formed you and made you the person you are. He compares you to no one else---you are one of a kind. You lack nothing that His grace can't give you. He has allowed you to be here at this time in history to fulfill His special purpose for this generation."
~ Roy Lessin, co-founder of DaySpring
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